Tumblr (3.0; @silliigoldilocks)http://silliigoldilocks.tumblr.com/<p>just because you&#8217;re out of my life now, doesn&#8217;t mean that i&#8217;ll never forget our memories. it doesn&#8217;t mean i&#8217;m going to rip all of my photos of us off the wall, forget the times i kissed you, held your hand, looked into your eyes. those times&#8212;are in the past&#8212;but they were real. <br/>the things that i won&#8217;t forget:</p> <ul><li>the first time you kissed me in 301</li> <li>the time i told you that you were my best friend in the third grade</li> <li>the times where we used to pretend that we were married, and we owned a hotel in long beach island&#8230; and how i used to dream that would come true</li> <li>the time my dad wanted to throw the telescope into the ocean and once we left him&#8230; we laughed about it for hours&#8230; and days&#8230; and even years </li> <li>when we sold seashells together when we were five</li> <li>how i cried every time we said goodbye</li> <li>when i used to stay up late talking to you every day</li> <li>when i told you that i liked you for the first time&#8230; you were the first person i ever said &#8220;i love you,&#8221; to&#8230; that was real</li> <li>making jokes about harry and how we missed the connors so much</li> <li>when we used to wait all year, just to be together for one week</li> <li>the time when we both didn&#8217;t know what was going on&#8230; until you asked me to come upstairs to your room, and i did&#8230; and one thing lead to another</li> <li>how you asked me to cheat on my boyfriend for you, and although i didn&#8217;t&#8230; the temptation was there though</li> <li>when you came to visit this summer, and we sat in your car talking&#8230; how something felt so right being with you, i could tell you anything&#8230; and how when my friends saw us together they were amazed by our chemistry, i though that was the way we&#8217;d always be. you were my best friend, and nothing will ever change that<br/> </li> <li>but there are other things i won&#8217;t forget like:  </li> <li>when you told me you liked another girl in fifth grade&#8230; how i cried, and cried, and cried&#8230; that was the first time you ever hurt me.</li> <li>when i asked you to prom, when i took the time to make you a video and send it to you inviting you to one of the best nights of my life&#8230; i even prepared to get a limo to transport you here, told all my friends you were coming&#8230; and then you bailed.</li> <li> and you know what&#8230; i won&#8217;t forget coming to marist with you, you&#8217;re the reason i&#8217;m here, not only did i love it here&#8230; but we agreed it was good for our friendship, and when i got here, you hardly saw me&#8230; until, things got better. i had some amazing times at the beginning of the semester with you, and because of you i&#8217;ve made some of the most amazing friends i could have ever dreamed of&#8230; and then when you left me, they were there for me.</li> <li> i&#8217;ll never forget how they picked me up when you brought me down.</li> <li>when you admitted to hacking my facebook, and i felt as if i&#8217;d been punched in the stomach.</li> <li> i&#8217;ll never forgot those days being miserable, wanting to be your friend&#8230; then realizing, it wasn&#8217;t worth it&#8230; <br/><br/></li> </ul><p>but you know what, i don&#8217;t know if it would have been worth it, maybe our time was up for making good memories, i like to believe in signs and this is a sign that maybe our paths crossed at one time, but now they&#8217;ve diverged. and even though they have&#8230; the time we were together on that path were some of my fondest memories, and they&#8217;ll remain with me forever.  you affected my life like no one else ever has and for that, i&#8217;m thankful you were in it&#8230; and i wouldn&#8217;t change a thing.</p>http://silliigoldilocks.tumblr.com/post/18932573028http://silliigoldilocks.tumblr.com/post/18932573028Wed, 07 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height="116"></iframe><br/><br/>http://silliigoldilocks.tumblr.com/post/18295646484http://silliigoldilocks.tumblr.com/post/18295646484Sat, 25 Feb 2012 23:28:31 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzz9l7T3DD1qlh26fo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://silliigoldilocks.tumblr.com/post/18295338091http://silliigoldilocks.tumblr.com/post/18295338091Sat, 25 Feb 2012 23:23:08 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzzaq5ZiuZ1qebz1fo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><3 wish i was her</p>http://silliigoldilocks.tumblr.com/post/18295281398http://silliigoldilocks.tumblr.com/post/18295281398Sat, 25 Feb 2012 23:22:09 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_luka7afdYQ1qi23vmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://silliigoldilocks.tumblr.com/post/18036363592http://silliigoldilocks.tumblr.com/post/18036363592Tue, 21 Feb 2012 18:44:02 -0500<img 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